How This TYPE A Sits Still

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I felt a theme pass over my heart: Sit still and be filled by Jesus, Go only when He says Go! This theme is a way of thinking, a way of life, a way of worship for me this year. I’m almost embarrassed to share it for fear that you might think that I, the one who talks about making Jesus famous and living out His Kingship, do not nor never have sat still and filled up by Jesus. Pride,right? Heaven forbid anyone think this is a NEW thing God is doing in my life.

Nope. Not a new thing.

Not anything different than before.

Not anything revolutionary.

Yes…life changing.

Pink chair--flickr

I just expressed this theme to a friend over coffee. As the words spilled out of my mouth I almost stopped and laughed out loud. For, this upcoming year I am guaranteed that He will challenge my obedience to this very clear directive. Over the next year many projects lay on my plate. Many opportunities to knock open doors to make the “right” things happen. Many, many, many opportunities to use my God-given nature of being a TYPE A go-getter.

Yet, Jesus tells me to sit still?

That is the new thing in it all: how I will obey and trust.

I’m changing my perspective by naming this what it is––sitting still and being filled. In the past I would have called this waiting. Who doesn’t just love to sit and wait, right? Who doesn’t love to NOT have control over the outcome. Who doesn’t love to hand over the reigns and outcome. Waiting makes my heart palpitate with anxiety as I come to the forgone conclusion that I must not g0 and do and get it done.

But sitting still…that sits differently in my heart and mind, if you will.

Instead of waiting for the outcome, the end, the next step, I sit and find satisfaction in the experience that I am SITTING with the very ONE who created the span of eternity with just one Word. Exciting. Rather than waiting and living in a state of limbo, I sit still and revel in the experience of peace and fellowship with the One who created me to be in constant relationship.

The KING wants me to sit at His feet.

So, not a new thing but a new perspective. Not a new posture of sitting, but a new posture of worship. Not a new way seeking satisfaction but a new and sure fire way to experience the FIRE and Fulfillment of His presence in my life.

Bottom line: sitting still is the greatest thing I can do in my life right this moment. Time will tell. Obedience must happen. Blessings abound.

Who’s with me?

Leave a comment…let’s chat!
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I pressed pause

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I was so very cozy. I didn’t want to leave my little cozy work space I created on my couch with my books, my journals, my laptop. The heater warmed me up to a toasty 70 degrees, my Pandora station kicked out great, inspiring worship music and I felt so good snuggled in to get some study in, to get some time with the Lord and then some time to write about it.

My phone rang.

It was my son’s teacher.

The 5 year old had an accident in his little blue jeans.

My first reaction: Child…you are potty trained for goodness sakes.

But, I don’t want to leave this comfortable cavern I’ve created of upmost productivity on this, the coldest day of the year.

cozy blanket

Then, the image of my cute little booger smiling at me made me press pause on my own need to be cozy, my own need to check off the to-do list, my own need to sit still with Jesus.

I decided to press pause.

I jumped in the car for the 3 minute drive to cute little elementary school. As I drove I smiled at the opportunity to peek into the classroom and spy on my cutie pie working and interacting with friends. My heart shined at the notion of one more hug and kiss that day. Thank goodness I pressed pause…

I pressed pause on my own agenda. I pressed pause on my own comfort.

I even pressed pause on my sweet time with Jesus.

This one mental act of reevaluating my perspective on the situation stood as an act of worship before my Lord. For in the twenty minutes it took to run up to the school and back to my warm blanket, I took note of some special blessings in my life and thanked Jesus for them.

Worship in pressing pause.

I could have turned that moment into an entirely different scenario that might have looked quite ugly. A bad attitude about leaving my comfort work cave could have stifled my moment of thanksgiving and worship. My perspective of being inconvenienced could have robbed me of the gushing of excitement and love I embraced from my little guy.

Thank goodness I pressed pause.

What do you think? What scenerio has called you to press pause lately?

Leave a comment…let’s chat!

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Why I don’t DREAM BIG!

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I’m a little late to the game in discussing new year’s themes, planning and resolutions. Fact: I don’t do much planning as it gives me a touch of high blood pressure and heart burn. Sounds funny coming from a TYPE A person who loves planning but the idea of new year planning seems so daunting to me. Kuddos to YOU if you can take on the task with out whirling into a frenzy of anxiety like I do in the attempt. As I mentioned yesterday in my Epiphany celebration, my new year’s theme is…

Sit Still at the Feet of Jesus and fill up on more Him and less of myself…I will only go when He says, GO!

I stayed quiet the last couple of weeks and espeically over the New Year’s day celebrations. There are so many useful resources out there, hear me say that. Lots of great ways to prepare for 2014. Part of me wanted to jump in and give my two cents, but I stayed quiet and just pondered my own need to live by my 2014 theme of sit still. God has just recently told me, GO! and DO! on some upcoming projects that He’s laid in my lap and I can’t wait to share. But in the meantime, I thought I’d share something I posted on Facebook that lead me to consider sharing with you a small excerpt from my upcoming book Just RISE UP!: A Call To Make Jesus Famous. Thoughts from the LIVE IT OUT! Facebook page:

Deep breath in…deep breath out… I’ve been sitting quiet not doing much writing nor planning over the last week as a way to soak in Advent and #AweandWonder I’m not much of a goal maker. God has me sitting still at His feet and filling up on more of Him and less of myself this year. Now…it’s the calm before the storm. Great stuff and ideas beginning to pile up. Sifting through and allowing God to insert HIS purpose for me instead of planning my own agenda thus…sitting still at His feet and filling up is ever so important. Hmmm…Counting on God’s dreams and purposes instead of my own fancies and plans.
My idea in sharing the following excerpt from Just RISE UP! is that I frankly don’t want to reinvent the wheel and rewrite something I so passionately poured into over the summer as I wrote my manuscript. Might as well just share it, right? I think it is something to consider in our new year plans and preparations.
I KNOW I will catch some  flak for the following excerpt. My heart is beating just a bit but I feel it needs to be said…so…here goes…
releasing Fall 2014...here's a sneak peek

releasing Fall 2014…here’s a sneak peek

 

Can I take a moment to vent a bit with you? I get frustrated with some of the images posted on social media. I’m talking about images with pretty fonts and motivational phrases that contain flat statements such as Dream Big!, IMAGINE! or Just Believe!. Visually they are interesting and maybe a bit motivating. Please know that I’ve done my fair share of Pinterest pinning and reposting of graphics that inspire and point to God’s truth as they contain Bible verses and neat images. In fact, I make alot of them myself to share with my friends. It is fun to read these inspirational images online and view them in greeting cards or wall plaques. As we RISE UP! I encourage you to rise beyond flat motivational statements as you navigate and pray through where God is taking you in life––as you allow Him to do big things in your life.

When we cling to the dream big or just imagine motivational phrases we just might be clinging to an emotion that those phrases conjure up instead of clinging to the ever big God that has ever big things to do in our life when we follow Him and His plan for us and even more importantly for His Kingdom. This flat thought process of dream big often leads to that adrenaline rush of excitement that might steer us toward our own journey in life instead of the most meaningful journey we should take, the one God lays out for us.

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The following verse is one that I’ve read in passing before and probably even doodled on a note to my friend as means of encouragement to her. God reminds us of His Word at just the right times for encouragement. I’ve got this heavy-ness on my heart in my own journey to RISE UP! as I want to be used by God. He has planted dreams in my heart but doors have yet to open to fully walk through and live this out. I hide ideas and plans in my heart often checking to make sure they came from the Lord and not of my own fancies. If you don’t quite identify with this, know that it is ok. If the idea of joining God in His Kingdom work and making Him famous gets your heart pumping, that means the Lord is working in you and through you.

I am confident that the Creator, who has begun such a great work among you, will not stop in mid-design but will keep perfecting you until the day Jesus the Anointed, our Liberating King, returns to redeem the world. (Philippians 1:6 THE VOICE)

This great work God is doing in our life starts with the work God does inside our heart and mind. The word work is appropriate in my opinion as I imagine Jesus using His gardening tools while digging up roots of pride and jealousy in my heart, patting down fresh soil of trust and peace, watering my God-given talents. And, if we believe Scripture, He will continue to toil, root out, plant afresh and grow beautiful blooms in my life and yours. Blooms that will RISE UP! and flourish. Even a novice gardener like myself knows that before a plant comes to full bloom time, care, pruning, watering and sunlight are in order. This is the inner work God is doing in our life and right in line with personal evaluation of our sin leading to heart of repentance as we talked about in chapter 3.What if this great work in which God is doing in our generation, in each of our lives as individuals starts with a major work in the depths of our soul? What if instead of sending us out to do great things in His name, He first sent us inward to the places in our heart that might preclude us from the bold life choices that comes with rising up? What if this movement of making Jesus famous is spurred on by things like personal…

revival

restoration

walls broken down

fear dissolved.

How much more would the world recognize the great name of Jesus which we strive to make famous if we lived revived in the Holy Spirit and His power over our own. How much more would we thrive in our God-given talents if we allowed Him to restore us back to the beauty He originally created in us before we had our own way in our lives. If walls lie unbroken around our hearts and we are unwilling to allow God to do His work to crush them, we won’t be emotionally available to reach out to others in love.

So, here’s why I don’t dream big:

Left up to my own devices I will lean more toward my own fancies and agenda. Unless these fancies and dreams are first paired up with an undivided heart for Jesus’ fame, I will take the dreams toward making my own name known…not HIS. This is too dangerous for me. So, instead I ponder and worship a BIG GOD and His greatness…His greatness that He does with in me.

Whew! That’s a lot to take in…are you freaked out? Thanks for reading!

Thoughts? Leave a comment, let’s chat.